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My FYPJ life

2011-07-28T22:59:00.000-07:00

INTRODUCING MY FYPJ MATES :)

Its only 3 weeks more to end of FYPJ.. Im not sure im suppose to be happy or sad abt that :)
oookk.. at the top pics are my breakfast, lunch and tea break friends. We been thru alot togther :). I love it when all of us play batminton and monopoly deal. :) We also celebrate birthday :) alot of memorise will be kept and i wanna do smth for them before the FYPJ ends :)

next bunch of friends are my lab mates

I really love being the the lab with them. I remember having my 1st week with them and the whole room is quiet. Now, all of us talk as loud as possible :)
The most memorable was eating lunch with them and took a ride in afam's car. counting how many hump we hit.. thats funny.. love it to the max..
They are the reason i would not like to end my FYPJ :'( i will really this bunch of friends :)

overall for now, my FYPJ is a blast :) im loving it to the max :)

SIGNINGOFF
LOVEaisah

I love u

2011-07-11T19:11:00.000-07:00

Being with u for 25months and 6 days is a blessed.
Never at any moment, i get tired of bored with u.

I miss you when there’s no reason to, how much more if there was?
I miss you when we talk, how much more if we don’t?
I miss you after we’re together, how much more if I see you never?
I love you now, how much more later?

You are my inspiration having you in my life
 revived my sleeping devotion
 You are indeed a special someone

 Loving you gives me hope
 to free this misery that I coped
 in those times I gave up
 You came and I stood up


 Never will I forget
 how you always cheer me up
 every time I’m sad
 and for that I’m glad


 Whenever I’m lonely
 You were there for me
 keeping my heart alive
 with your every smile


 I dedicate this poem to you
 to show how much you meant to me I love you
 My special someone

I will always love u..
SigningOFF
LOVEaisah

5th week of attachment

2011-04-05T18:35:00.000-07:00

Eh-Oh all :)

yesterday at work read up on MVC3 cause Mr Huy show me how MVC3 works. It kinda cool and the best part is u do not need to write ur SQL cause it generate for us. Other than that, it also generate view for us and all the label and textbox was generated for us by choosing the create method. super cool. how i wish my work desktop have visual studio 2010 :(

Shahrin fetch me from work and we went to Tampinese to repair his daddy hp(SAMSUNG GALLEXY) haiz.. Then we bought this cute key chain with the heart and a key. it says "u unlock my heart" "with eternal Happiness". Ate at shahirn fav fast food that is KFC. He bought for my mummy egg tarts and mummy loves it. :) mummy said thank you so much shahrin <3

And i heard today the template is coming and we can do our website. hope it is true :)
after work meeting evan to eat bodak jones :) yeah!!
anyone wanna join us? text me yo!
what to eat for lunch? emm.. i guess 7eleven food.. :)

update more later bbye all muacks :)

SINGING OFF
LOVEaisah
LOVE u all :)

miss u b <3

Syg syg syg?

2011-04-05T00:54:00.000-07:00

The Smell of your hair
The taste of your kiss
These are the things
That I will always miss

The sound of your voice
The feel of your hand
They affect me in ways
You could never understand

The love in your heart
The peace in your eyes
They make me feel
Like I want to cry

You are a gift
That God gave to me
And I can just feel
That we are meant to be

I'll love you forever
I hope you do too
For it's only a short while
Before they say "SAH"

siginingoff
LOVEaisah
LOVE u all <3

reviving my blog

2011-04-05T00:36:00.001-07:00

Aisah have grown up yeah!

OMG it 2011 now.. i dont remember updating my blog for a long time.. :)

im having attachment now. Means im 3rd year already.. woah that fast :)
i have been here for 1 month and 1 day .. over here is stress but at the same time is interesting to know all the other amazing programme that can be used for developing a website. All the worker here is friendly and helpful. :) Me and dear biyu is the only girls here. We received our 1st pay last week. For now our grade for IIP is B, if we calculate correctly. We are doing on some good car brand website :) for now we are waiting for the design template to finish. btw navigation.com.sg is also one of biyu and my wrk. :) its up on the server. u guys can check. my life here is fun with biyu. :) however i miss all the times i had with my classmate. miss them alot..

post more of what happen on 2011 more later <3

SIGNINGOFF

LOVEaisah
love u all <3

for YOU

2010-08-28T10:03:00.000-07:00

Seat next to me

On my long journey home
Walk with me
Underneath the starry sky
Be with me
When there is nobody else
Say you love
And my heart is yours alone

Laugh with me
Like there is no tomorrow
Dance with me
In a beautiful melody under the moonlight
See the world with me
In a magic carpet ride
Say you love me
Because I love you too

for you

2010-08-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

When I first met you,
I thought you were adorable.
You had gorgeous eyes, a perfect smile, a wonderful personality,
And I was terrified of talking to you.

When we became friends,
I found out you could make me laugh hysterically.
I could be myself around you, I could tell you anything, we made great memories,
And I was terrified of falling for you.

When I started liking you,
I realized you were different than the others.
You were sweet, you treated me incredibly well, you wanted nothing more than to make me happy,
And I was terrified of being with you.

When we started dating,
I figured out that this is what I had always wanted.
I was comfortable, you made me smile, I felt completely safe,
And I was terrified of completely giving in to you.

When we first kissed,
I felt on top of the world.
It was beautiful, the perfect moment, I was unbelievably happy,
And I was terrified of falling in love with you.

When we fell in love,
I had never been happier in my life,
We became inseparable, unbelievably close, more than I could ever imagine,
And I was terrified of losing you.

When you became my one and only,
I knew that this would be forever.
You are my love, my inspiration, my future and my life,
And I was terrified of finding out you didn't feel the same.

When we talk about the future,
I can't express the way I feel.
We will make it there, I know this for a fact, there are no doubts in my mind,
And now, I am no longer afraid.

i love u always

2010-08-07T08:57:00.000-07:00

I hate the feeling that I can't make u happy,
I hate the feeling that I know sum how at this point you hate me,
& I hate the fact that it happened to end this way,
but all I can say is I'm sorry if I hurt you,
but there are things that are still unsaid like how ill always love you,
& how you made me believe that just maybe love does exist in this crazy world,
how you changed me inside & out,
how you made me see stars in the sky everynight
& how you left me up so high
& no one can never compare to you
& everyday ill thank you for making me who I am today,
I always love you with all my heart,
your love was different from everyone else,
its like you made everything in my body at peace
& I love how u always make me reach for more & more...
You made everything make sense to me,
You set everything free within me,
You have my body,soul & mind,
& I know its not easy loving me
but I love you
& I need you baby....
I'm sorry hundred times

At last!!

2010-08-07T03:44:00.000-07:00

ello.. long time no see.. hehe

At last i finish my project.. All the ups and down do teach me lots of things..
i hope for a B minimum and maxi B+.
this is the system integrator and the leader..
this is the 2 cute member that helps alot.. weee.. but sry clement face not here..

On the thursday, we went to SENTOSA to release all the stress.. yeah..

i really enjoy myself and i had fun.. thanks guys for coming..
=)

National day i coming.. and im catching up with the feeling of national day.. really miss my sec school life where by we all stand together and sign the national day song. and all the NCC guys.. ok stop there.. hehe..

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

When I'm with you,
i feel safe.
i love our talks,
your touch,
your sweet embrace.
your kiss so sweet,
your eyes so strong.
it's not yet love but getting there. the more I'm with you,
the more i care for you.
Are these feelings good or bad?
Do they make you happy or sad?
i need to know where we stand,
us more or less than friends.
So read this poem
and think it through

i love u

2010-06-18T00:59:00.000-07:00

Can't blame you
For thinking that you never really knew me at all
I tried to deny you
But nothing ever made me feel so wrong
I thought was protecting you
From everything that i go through
But I know that we got lost along the way

Here I am
With all my heart
I hope you understand
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make that mistake again
You brought me closer to who I really am
Come take my hand
I want the world to see what you mean to me
What you mean to me

Just know that
Im sorry
I never wanted to make you feel so small
Our story is just begining, but let the truth break down these walls
Oh, yea
And every time i think of you
I think of how you push me through
Showed me how much better i could be.

Here I am
With all my heart
I hope you understand
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make that mistake again
You brought me closer to who I really am
Come take my hand
I want the world to see what you mean to me
What you mean to me, yea

You make me feel like I'm myself
Instead of being someone else
I want to live that everyday
You say what no one else will say
You know exactly how to get to me
You know its what I need.
Its what i need, yeah

Here I am
With all my heart
I hope you understand(I hope you understand)
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make that mistake again(that mistake again)
You brought me closer to who I really am
So come take my hand
I want the world to see what you mean to me
What you mean to me

worst day of his life

2010-06-15T07:58:00.000-07:00

i cant believe what happen.
this is the most amazing thing that happen in my life.
baby meet my family.
it all started with a remedial
then go ECP meet baby freshies.
a fight happen and after that turn out to be the most wonderful day of my life. hehe

my mummy chocked on a fish bone and tada, i need to send her to clinic or hospital.
forcing baby to join. he accept to send mummy to hospital.

im so happy. then meet my sis, my bro in law.
hehe

he had the most scariest time of this life then there i have the happiest day of my life..

he went home late, reach his house at 10.30. i felt so bad abt it..
=(

however, he is the best and i love him the most.
=) <3

syg u sorang muacks.

Got to have you

2010-06-13T07:55:00.000-07:00

You and I have been best friends for years
Through good and bad you're always here
And no matter what you know I'm there (oh, oh)
So when you asked me 'Wussup'
Find you a girlfriend to hook up
Now you were looking for 'the one'

[B Part]
I got this feelin' so deep inside of me (then)
So suddenly I came to realize that I

[Hook]
Got to have you
And I don't know what I should do
And I'm guessing that you don't have a clue
But I'm thinking that we would be cool
Let's try it out and see
How happy we could be
Then maybe you would be in love with me

[Verse 2]
I tried to ignore this silly feeling of mine
But I couldn't help but find some girls
That weren't your kind (I)
Hooked you up with Lisa cuz she wasn't too bright
And I hooked you up with Sheila
Cuz I knew she wasn't right (then..)

I got this feelin' so deep inside of me (then)
So suddenly I came to realize that I

[Bridge]
I got this feeling so deep inside of me
So suddenly I came to realize that I
I got to have you and I wanna make you see,
Give us a try and maybe you would be in love with me!

just a feeling

2010-06-12T09:49:00.000-07:00

sure u will be tired and bored of me
=(

happy aniversary

2010-06-05T09:55:00.000-07:00

It has been one year,
Since we've been together,
And I never thought,
You'd be the whom I'd spend forever.

I wish I could put into words,
Just how I feel,
I wish I could explain,
This strange deal.

Through all of our quarrels,
Through all of our fights,
You are still the one I run to,
On those dark and stormy nights.

There have been others,
Here by my side,
But most of them stabbed me,
Or looked me in the face and lied.

It is you who I want,
To be with forever,
It is you to whom,
I wouldn't say never.

So to you my dear,
I look forward to our next years,
With plenty of love,
Blood, sweat, and tears.

I know I've screwed up,
Many times before,
But I plan on changing that,
So our love will always sore.

Now I must take my leave,
But I'll come by and see you tonight,
Hopefully I won't be late,
So that way we won't have to fight.

I love you rain,
More then you'll ever know,
I'll see you very soon,
But for now I must go.

I wish I could give you more,
To show my love,
But I've already given everything,
My heart to an Angel from above.

miss you

2010-05-22T11:04:00.000-07:00

Gapai semua jemariku
Rangkul aku dalam bahagiamu
Kuingin bersama berdua selamanya
Jika kubuka mata ini
Kuingin s'lalu ada dirimu
Dalam kelemahan hati ini
Bersamamu... Aku tegar...

mothers day

2010-05-09T09:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY>>
I LOVE HER ALWAYS CAUSE THE WAY SHE LOVE ME IS DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE IN THIS WHOLE WORLD!!!
ON ONE CAN REPLACE MY MUMMY!!

i have no idea y i always in a wrong.. can someone explain to me.. if u want it tat way then.. it will be like tat.. things will nv change...

I HATE MY LIFE..
thanks all for adding tat to my life.

LOVEaisah

perangai take care

2010-03-23T18:20:00.001-07:00

I DONT LIKE PEOPLE TALKING ABT MY FRIEND BEHIND MY BACK!

kalau tk suka boleh cakap ape.

tk ya pakai that kind of words.

dissapointed in u..

kita tk pernah ckp barang tk baik pun kat korang.

kita puji lagi ada.

WTH kan.

sry ah kalau kawan aku in tk bagus and disappoint u.

love is in the air

2010-03-05T21:20:00.000-08:00

If I say that I am Cinderella
Or I would like to be
Does this mean that I've found
My Prince Charming in you?

I also say I want to be Jasmine
So Prince, please be mine
A whole new world you'll show me
A world of love divine

My favorite fairy is Tinkerbell
So you'll be Peter Pan
Together we can fly away
Off to Neverland

And if I am Sleeping Beauty
Then you will be the one
To kiss my lips, open my eyes
And fill my life with sun

And if you was the Beast
And my name was Bell
I know that you could count on me
To free you from the spell

And if you was Prince Eric
Would you take me?
As you Ariel you'd show me
A love deeper than the sea

Just like a Disney tale
Filled all with love and laughter
You and I will be together
Happily ever after

So tell me your desires
I'll make your dreams come true
A life of happiness
Prince, I'll share with you

Together we can live
Our own Disney story

emoing

2010-02-23T10:15:00.000-08:00

If I could wish for one thing

I'd take the smile that you bring.

Wherever you go in this world

I'll come along.

Together we dream the same dream.

Forever I'm here for you

you're here for me

two voices

one song

SIGNINGoff

LOVEaisah

takecare

Update babes

2010-02-19T08:05:00.000-08:00

Dear baby,

I saw you online
yesterday and today
you were telling me
that you were sick both days

A bad head cold
seems to be the case
Now time is of the essence
Now starts the race

Race against time
To get you all better
Because you need to be
my cheerful boy ever

Wish there was something
that i could do
but all i can do for you
is say "Boo Who"

Hope your are taking medicine
But you know what they say
Laughter is the best medicine
To take the sickness away

Since i can't be there
To help you get better
We will send my love instead
A love that lasts forever.

Thanks for the valentine gift. I really appreciate it! A bottle of brownies is an ex-change for you.

Please get well. i really miss your cheerfulness.

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They there 0903!

Our exam is coming, lets study hard and make sure we get the A.

3 papers. Tuesday:Maths

Thursday:Object java

Tuesday: Data and communication

i love you all.. hehe.. and pls join OGL.

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I am so going to be stress this few weeks.

hope things can be smooth cause every thing is moving too fast.

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Song of the month that i love:

Listen up kay. and sing too!

Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is its getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around.
(Yeah Yeah)

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way,
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way..
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairy tale

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I LOVE YOU BABY

2010-02-14T06:45:00.000-08:00

While on the Changi Beach.. facing the sea..

This is what come up to me.. cause you are always in my mind.

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If I had one wish.

If one desire could come true.

If I had one wish.

My wish would be you.

If I could choose.

I would stay in your arms forever.

Our hearts would fuse.

And our love would become an endeavor.

I would wish for you to stay with me.

For you to be my love.

You would be my hearts key.

Forever my angel, my dove.

Forever is a long time.

To require in a single command.

I will write our love in a rhyme.

For it would be my demand.

I would ask of this.

Only with your permission.

Lost in a kiss.

Our love is my ambition.

So I wished upon the star.

The star that reminded me most of you.

My actions seemed bizarre.

But this wish I had to pursue.

If I had one wish.

My wish would be you.

And since I made that wish.

My wish has come true...

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2010-02-13T18:17:00.001-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year && Valentine Day to my friends and family.
Enjoy your day.

SIGNING OFF
LOVEaisah
TakeCare

2010-02-13T09:28:00.001-08:00

AISAH, JUST FORGET ABOUT IT

I LOVE U

2010-02-12T09:52:00.000-08:00

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our private lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

FOR YOU

2010-01-23T01:23:00.000-08:00

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

how does love find you?

2010-01-14T06:29:00.000-08:00

Love seems to take different roads
Traveling on its own,
Never stopping for directions,

Landing where it wants
not making a sound,
How does it choose ?

While some are happy when it finds them
Others are just confused,
Giving in is not a sign of weakness,

If you are befriended by this traveling mystery
Appreciate its gestures,
For it may only visit once, and its worth the ride

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My poem is so true. i mean when can u feel this? only when u find that person special. even thought its a rough road of relationship or a bad moments or even when u think that the person u with now is yours and nothing to fight about, YOU STILL HAVE TO APPRECIATE THE MOMENTS because u will never know that you can never experience it again.

why suddenly i so emo? emmm.. i dont know.. i am not like this before..

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i am so stress because i have 4 projects that is going to be due. yeah!
1st.. comskils. thanks to kay how, omar and nurul. i am not so stress about comskills.. yeah..

2nd.. innovative project. we can make it benson, shahrin and tuni. just need to spend more time with the laptop.

3rd.. marketing. hehe. i cant find a place that munchy donut is surrounded by other food center. but yeah.. still can make it.. i will sent it to my boss(wantian) the job deployment asap and sara for the survey and tuni for the recommanation. weee..

lastly its my assignment. visual studio. i can believe i enjoy it the most but still more problems to come.. weee

im going to have alot of presentation from week 15 onwards. all the best to me.

after that i will be having my exam. haiz.. 3 module.

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ok im very tired. my class is dam fun i love DIT0903. fun and loving..=)

that is super random from me.

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BABY I MISS U ALOT!!!

SIGNINGoff
LOVEaisah
takecare

after afew months of not updating

2010-01-03T00:23:00.000-08:00

here i am again.. updating my blog after abandoning my blog for months.

poem for my daddy.

I love you dad,
I really do;
nobody will know,
how much I love you!

You went away,
when I was eighteen;
I wonder if someone,
put on a hex!

I miss you so much,
more than you’ll ever know;
this is the first time,
I’m letting my feelings show!!

Every time someone mentions your name,
tears fill my eyes;
but I know your watching over,
in the skies!

It even hurts now,
writing this poem;
cause I want you here,
but I know you can’t come!

I don’t remember some,
not too much;
I remember your hugs,
and you caring touch!

I miss you so much dad,
I wish you were here;
I can’t wait til my end,
so we could be near!!

i miss my daddy alot, never felt this way before.

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For someone special..

Fall brings the beauty of change which allows us to grow together, Winter sheds freshness upon us which brings us closer forever, Spring blossoms emotion which infuses our hearts, Summer renews the heat to our passion which breeds new feelings and starts, These are the ways you make me feel while the earth circles the sun, Not a day passes where my love doesnt grow, until eternity there will be none, To say I LOVE YOU, are merely words, these feelings are sincere and true, Each day I live, my arms are open With warm hugs to wrap around you

Thanks for spending your time with me. I really appreciate regarding the movie ticket, coming to Bedok even it is far and also sending me home.. I LOVE IT.. hehe

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TO my secondary sch friends..

Sorry if i didnt make it for some of the outing.. very sorry.. but the small gathering when we watch movie and camwhore was the best day ever for me.. i will remember always..
For some people like Munirah & Addie.. sorry didnt go out with 2 of u during the hols.. hehe.. i make sure i make time.. promise.. but dont know when kay..
I LOVE U ALL!!! thanks to hidayah for planing.. weee.. clap2.. and thanks to those who came.. weee.. u r all the best.. weee..

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Lastly, my pri sch friend..

i know we have not been going out for months..
i miss u all.. weee... i plan a day kay.. 1st week of February kay,
before our bro MR FAUZI go NS.. hehe.. owww.. he have grown up.. ehe..

take care all
next time i update again

SIGNINGoff
LOVEaisah
takecare

the day after the death

2009-10-13T06:47:00.000-07:00

*You May Be Gone,But Never Forgotten!*

I Can Still Remember The Day The Said You Would No Longer Be With Us,
I Didn't Know What To Do So I Sat There And Cried,
From That Day On I Knew My Life Would Never Be The Same And I Will Always Feel Apart Of Me Missing Cause Your No Longer By My Side,
But A Day Will Never Go By That I Don't Think Of You And All The Times We Shared,
But I Can Never Forget Your Words,"Be Strong Aisah"
And I Still Can Hear You Telling Me That As Your Looking Down On Me From Heaven.

i miss u daddy.

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on monday, went to Henderson road to sent my laptop.
sorry lah if i dont know the way..(public apology here)
raining very heavily, and have to run to bus stop..
i was drench, as if i just bath. thanks eh..
then had a fun day, watch cloudy with a chance of meatball.
FUN.. help me forget my sad moments. THANKS.

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today, i went to bank with mummy to out daddy money in bank.
spent 1hr in the bank. haiz.
sorry hidayah, efa and farzira. i cannot make today outing.

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i promise to hide my sadness so that i will not effect the people around me.

SIGNINGoff
LOVEaisah
take care
miss u daddy

THIS IS ME

2009-10-07T10:11:00.000-07:00

I AM COMPLICATED!
WHY I DON'T WANNA SAY STRAIGHT TO THE FACE?
KEEP ON GOING AROUND THE BUSH. THEN IGNORE ALL THE PROBLEM.
SHE PREFER TO HOLD BACK ANS SEE EVERYONE HAPPY.
AISAH WILL JUST SIT ONE CONNER OF THE BED AND CRY.
because she dont want anyone to see her cry or knowing that she is sad.

SIGNoff
LOVEaisah

anger all over

2009-09-04T02:23:00.000-07:00

Bila kulelah tetaplah disini
Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri
Bila kumarah biarkanku bersandar
Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar

I LOVE YOU

2009-09-03T10:49:00.000-07:00

Seberapa pantaskah kau untuk ku tunggu
Cukup hinakan dirimu untuk s'lalu ku nantikan
Mampukah kau hadir dalam setiap mimpi burukku
Sanggupkah kita bertahan disaat kita jauh

Seberapa hebat kau untuk ku banggakan
Cukup tangguhkah dirimu untuk s'lalu ku andalkan
Mampukah kau bertahan dengan hidupku yang malang
Sanggupkah kau meyakinkan di saat aku bimbang

Chorus :

Celakanya
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar aku tunggu
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar memahamiku
Kau pergi dan hilang ke manapun kau suka

Celakanya
Hanya kaulah yang pantas untuk kubanggakan
Hanya kaulah yang sanggup untuk ku andalkan
Di antara pedih aku selalu menantimu

Mungkin kini kau tlah menghilang tanpa jejak
Mengubur semua indah kenangan
Tapi aku selalu menunggumu...di sini....
Bila saja kau berubah pikiran

never sleep

2009-09-01T13:16:00.000-07:00

ok i nv sleep the whole night.
study IT1106.
i dont even know wat im memorizing. hehe. =)
emm.. now is like 4.18am. im looking at my mummy cooking for sahur(breakfast).
ok today is going to be the worst paper i am going to face.
but insyallah, its going to be do able paper for me.

emm.. so i dont know if im going to sleep after this but ya. mayb study somemore. weee..
soo all selamat bersahur.

and im i love with this song

11 days of puasa done

SIGNINGoff
LOVEaisah
takecare

could it be?

2009-08-23T02:46:00.000-07:00

I thought of you today
But that's nothing new
I thought about you yesterday
and the day before that too
for every day good or bad you'll always be in my head
I hope you've understood everything iv said
This isn't just a joke or a silly lie
Id never do anything to make you wanna cry
I'm sorry if i do something to make you really mad
It only comes back and makes me really sad
I really do love you and everything you are
I hope this relationship gets really far
Ill never get you out i simply don't know how
In fact I'm thinking of you right about now
Your everything i need and everything to me
You know exactly who you are and what you want to be
You always make me smile just by being there
I hope you know how much i really do care
Every time i think of you my stomach seems to twist
This is why i love you, Ive made a huge list
The list goes on forever and never will it end
Neither will our relationship you'll always be my friend
not just a simple friend but a special friend at that
I honestly love you
I hope you love me too
This isn't just a stupid game
Because today tomorrow my whole life through
I will never stop loving you

i dont know

2009-08-22T11:00:00.000-07:00

I once heard a story straight from the heart
About a girl and how her world began to fall apart
It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete
Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat
There were no imperfections as either one could see
As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware
Of how often life turns out to be unfair
Until one day she finally gave in
She realized there was no way she could win
She said I'm sorry but i have to let you go
As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no
When she turned around a tear slid down her cheek
He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak
The next few days were the hardest at home
She truly felt she was all alone
Her life had no more color, just black and white
Even getting out of bed turned into a fight
Despite their tries things just weren't like before
Then he decided "i don't wanna try anymore"
At that she tried to cut him out
But the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shout
When she saw him that day she could no longer just walk by
And before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came "hi"
He looked up and said "so now we're talking?"
She just smiled and join his walking
Everyday they talked a little more
As the months passed by she became more and more aware
About how its ok life's unfair
Because eventually everything becomes your past
But your memories will always last
And with that i hope you see
Not all love is meant to be
But hold on and don't give in
Stand tall, hold up your chin
And believe me when i say
The right one will come one day
He'll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever see
I know this because..

i cant complete the sentence.. dont know why..=(
spent the whole night writing..

1 day of fasting completed.

SIGNINGoff
LOVEaisah
takecare
(esp u)

selamat berpuasa

2009-08-21T09:52:00.000-07:00

Hello all..
aIsAh here.

selamat berpuasa to all my muslim friends.

Bila mungkin kau lihat aku menanti dirimu

Bila mungkin dirimu ada di samping diriku

Bilakah jadi milikku

Mungkinkah jadi milikku, hooo

Reff:

Semakin ku kejar semakin kau jauh

Tak pernah letih tuk dapatkanmu

Terus berlari namun ku takut terjatuh lagi

Tak ingin lagi membuat ku perih

Sadarkan aku dari mimpiku

Oh mungkinkah dirinya ada di depan mataku

Bila mungkin terjadi pasti itu hanya mimpi

Mungkinkah jadi milikku, hooo

Back to Reff:

Bilakah jadi milikku

Mungkinkah jadi milikku, hooo

Back to Reff:

SIGNINGoff
LOVEaisah
take care

busy week

2009-08-18T11:05:00.000-07:00

yeah.. aisah here.. weee..

hehe
ok i know i have not been updating.. sry babes.. very buzy plus lazy hehe..
i have happening weeks..
hehe.. yeah.. at last.. my project finish.
both marketing and advance contrivance.
im happy abt it..

yeah.. that was one busy week..

and im happy im ok with mir.. he is the bestest friend i ever have. we may fight but i know we will be ok one day.. he understand me and there for me always.. so happy going out with him this firday. togther with irfan. catch up about each other and movie.. hehe.. miss u alot..!!

Matt:
Oooo..

Call me whatever, but the past has shown
I'm stonger on my own, don't need nobody.
Don't wanna make exceptions to the rule
Cause I am no ones fool, suffering gladly.

But now I don't have a choice
Inside me there is a voice, that tells me
Gotta let go. So,

Can I Trust You? Cause I've been hurt before,
And I can't take it anymore.
Can I Trust You? Show me your honesty.
Tell me you promise me the truth.

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah.

It isn't easy cause I wanna fight,
But now my hands are tied and I don't like it.
I hate when theres nothing I can do
But when I look at you, I get excited.

Maybe I could do with your help,
to coax me out of myself, and
Help me wanna let go

Rap: Cause I'm a DJ slash producer
And I got a real buzz, when they introduce her
Cause I get what I want and I get it real quick.
If you don't like the water, don't cruise the ship.
I use metaphors to get across what I'm sayin' 
Cause love is a game n' people be playing.
It hurts when you lose, so you really wanna win.
So be devoted from the end, right to second you begin.

Can I Trust You? Cause I've been hurt before,
And I can't take it anymore.
Can I Trust You? Show me your honesty.
Tell me you promise me the truth.

SIGNINGoff
LOVEaisah
take care

Don't Ask Why

2009-08-15T10:51:00.000-07:00

I remember the day I first met you
You really caught my attention
Didn't know I was looking for a rescue
Wasn't thinking that hard
Now and then I was there in the moment
I was ready for nothing
Doesn't mean that I really don't love you
While I'm breaking your heart

Don't ask why
Before we get too close just let me
Say goodbye
It's easier this way
Don't ask why
Before you ask the question and I
Die Inside
Just let me walk away

I feel bad that I let my past hurt you
Cause I really didn't mean to
I was lost, I was lucky you found me
But it only got worse
Right now while you're looking right at me
The emotion's so scary
Doesn't mean that I really don't love you
While I'm making you hurt

Don't ask why
Before we get too close just let me
Say goodbye
It's easier this way
Don't ask why
Before you ask the question and I
Die Inside
Just let me walk away

I know I'll miss you more than ever
I wish there was another way
You see my words can only hurt you
'Till it shows on your face
Away
Oh

Don't ask why
Before we get too close just let me
Say goodbye
It's easier this way (it's easier this way)
Don't ask why
Before you ask the question and I
Die Inside
Just let me walk away (just let me walk away)

Don't ask why
Before we get too close just let me
Say goodbye (goodbye)
It's easier this way (It's easier this way)
Don't ask why
Before you ask the question and I
Die Inside
Just let me walk away

busy week

2009-07-11T10:51:00.000-07:00

Ello ppl.. hehe..

what a busy week i have. amazing too. i am sick.
I have to finish marketing project and advance contrivance project.
nowadays sleep very late.. dont know why..
this week im like so busy.
haiz. study for coding and practicle test.
anyway harry potter and the half blood prince is out. yeah. im so going to watch.
anyway amazing week with SU commissioning. love it. so girlish. dont like. btw tuni picture.
btw i heard nice song but this song was released long long time ago.

Check yes juliet
are you with me
rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside
check yes juliet
kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
cause there's no turning back for us tonight

lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

check yes juliet
I'll be waiting
wishing, wanting
yours for the taking
just sneak out
and don't tell a soul goodbye
check yes juliet
here's the countdown
3...2...1... now fall in my arms
now they can change the locks
don't let them change your mind

lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

we're flying through the night
flying through the night
way up high,
the view from here is getting better with
you by myside

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me.

hehe.. nice song right..
for my b..
love you..
miss you.
adore you.
syg you..

SIGNINGoff
LOVEaisah
takecare

not suppose to blog

2009-07-06T09:41:00.000-07:00

I have so many dateline. haiz..
die already..
tmr is my marketing ICA where it is 40%.
believe it or not.. i havent study.. and i am here blogging.
finish up project as fast as possible..
GO GO POWER RANGER.. hehe

I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me

will i be the jasmine and u become my Aladdin?

SIGNINGoff
LOVEaisah

hurry up and save me

2009-07-04T00:08:00.000-07:00

I'm going through the same day
Same place, same way I always do
Then I saw you from the corner of my eye
And it hit me like a ton of bricks, I can't lie
Oh, you got to me

My life was alright, living in black and white
But you changed my point of view
Show me your colors, show me your colors
'Cause without you I'm blue

Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
I just wanna feel alive and I do when I'm with you

Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
I just wanna feel alive and I do when I'm with you

I have to have control of myself, my thoughts, my mind
'Cause the way it's going down
In my life, I feel like a prisoner in a light
Are you feeling me?

'Cause the way you make my break my, shake my walls around
I feel like I'm breaking out
Show me your colors, show me your colors
'Cause without you I'm blue

Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
I just wanna feel alive and I do when I'm with you

Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
I just wanna feel alive and I do when I'm with you

My window's opened up, tonight I'm crawling out
Will you be there? Are you waiting?
Will you be there? Will you save me?

You can save me, I know you can save me
I know you can save me so just, so just save me
Without you I'm blue

Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
I just wanna feel alive and I do when I'm with you

Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
I just wanna feel alive and I do when I'm with you

Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
I just wanna feel alive and I do when I'm with you

Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
Hurry up and save me, hurry up and save me
I just wanna feel alive and I do when I'm with you

Save me, save me

loves

2009-06-21T10:42:00.000-07:00

Smooth-talking
So rockin'
He's got everything that a girl's wantin'
Guitar cutie
He plays it groovy
And I can't keep myself from doing something stupid

Think I'm really falling for his smile
Get butterflies when he says my name

He's got something special
He's got something special
And when he's looking at me, I wanna get all sentimental
He's got something special
He's got something special
I can hardly breathe, something's been telling me, telling me maybe he could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one....
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one...

He's lightning
Sparks are flyin'
Everywhere I go he's always on my mind and
I'm goin' crazy
About him lately
And I can't help myself from how my heart is racing

Think I'm really digging on his vibe
He really blows me away

He's got something special
He's got something special
And when he's looking at me, I wanna get all sentimental
He's got something special
He's got something special
I can hardly breathe, something's been telling me, telling me maybe he could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one....
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one...

And he's got a way of making me feel
Like everything I do is
Perfectly fine
The stars are aligned when I'm with him
And I'm so into him...

He's got something special
He's got something special
And when he's looking at me, I wanna get all sentimental
He's got something special
He's got something special
I can hardly breathe, something's been telling me, telling me maybe he could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one....
He could be the one
He could be the one
He could be the one...

permintaan hati

2009-06-20T03:54:00.000-07:00

Terbuai aku hilang terjatuh aku dalam
Keindahan penantian

Terucap keraguan hati yang bimbang
Yang terhalang kepastian cinta

Aku hilang
Aku hilang

Tersabut kabut malam terbiasnya harapan
Yang tersimpan sejuta bertuan
Terasa kerinduan hati yang bimbang
Yang terhempas kepastian cinta

Dengarkanlah permintaan hati yang teraniaya sunyi
Dan berikanlah arti pada hidupku
Yang terhempas yang terlepas
Pelukanmu bersamamu dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu

Aku hilang
Aku hilang

Tersabut kabut malam terbiasnya harapan
Yang tersimpan sejuta bertuan
Terasa kerinduan hati yang bimbang
Yang terhempas kepastian cinta

Dengarkanlah permintaan hati yang teraniaya sunyi
Dan berikanlah arti pada hidupku
Yang terhempas yang terlepas
Pelukanmu bersamamu dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu
Bersamamu dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu

Dengarkanlah permintaan hati yang teraniaya sunyi
Dan berikanlah arti pada hidupku
Yang terhempas yang terlepas
Pelukanmu bersamamu dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu
Bersamamu dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu

You can run, you can hide

2009-06-16T11:49:00.000-07:00

(You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love)

Here's how it goes, you and me, up and down at this time
We'll get right, where to fight
Cause love is something you can't shake
When it breaks
All it takes is some trying

If you feel like leaving
I'm not gonna make you stay
Soon you'll be finding
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love

So if you go
You should know
It's hard to just forget the past to pass
It was good, it was bad but it was real
And that's all you get in the end of the matter

If you feel like leaving
I'm not gonna make you stay
Soon you'll be finding
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love

Here's how it goes
All it takes is some trying
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love

sicky day

2009-06-15T12:12:00.000-07:00

im feeling better after lots of rest.. sleep for a long time. hehe..
=))
like a sleeping beauty.. only that my prince dont come and kiss me to wake me up.
hehe
Im suddenly so high at 3.13am. weired.
My hp is like spoil, receive msg at wrong time and cannot sent msg. so ppl, my hp is crazy like me. If u all have any urgent stuff just call my hp.

Wake up at ard 10 plus pm. hehe..
then take my notebook, online and start to write poem. since someone is sick, i wrote regarding get well soon.. hehe.. all the ideas come from harry potter movies.. hehe.. check it out.

I wish I had a magic wand
To make it go away;
I'd wave my scepter over you
Until you were okay.

I'd think good thoughts; I'd send you love;
I'd transmit healing vibes;
My wand and I would surely beat
Whatever the doctor prescribes.

But there is no magic scepter, so
I cannot cast a spell;
Just know you're often in my thoughts,
And I hope you'll soon be well!

Get Well Soon

btw, i heard this hindi song title "ITS MAGIC".. im addicted because of the moves and the beat.. listen to it ppl.

thats all for today.. see everyone soon..

SIGNINGoff
LOVESaisah
takecare

my poem

2009-06-14T09:29:00.000-07:00

Im going to update everyday. hehe

ok maketing group.. take note, meeting on monday and tuesday will be cancelled.

it will change on wed. same time 1pm same place doubhy gaut mrt station. check ur personal email cause wantian will be sending ur jobs. thanks.

so today i rest the whole day at home doing nothing.someone never sms me somemore.. sad..

so i wrote a poem.. check it out.. nowadays im abit emotional.,

Why can't I stop
Stop thinking of you
I try to fill my day
With lots of things to do

But I continue to drift
Wondering where you are
Do you have any idea
That on my heart you've left a scar

You have priorities
Places you have to be
I'm just so very sad
There's no place for me

I fell in love with you
The keeper of my heart
It's just very hard for me
Since we've been apart

I think you're amazing
A very wonderful man
You pulled me in your web
I became your greatest fan

Just thinking of you
Makes my heart race
There's no one like you
Who brings a glow to my face

Did you ever stop to see
That each time we were together
I would melt within your eyes
A feeling I'll always treasure

When I stop to think
All that we've been through
I can't help but realize
I'm addicted to you.

how is it?

nice?

do comment at my tagboard..

signingOFF

LOVESaisah

takecare

HOLIDAY

2009-06-13T07:36:00.000-07:00

Happy me..
At last its holiday..
hehe
=))
its been a hard week for me.
project, assignment and more project.
its not at a holiday actually.
I have 2 project to finish.
Marketing and Coding of my layouts.

So if you all wanna ask me out, ask me quick, i have to do my timetable.
emm.. btw last friday was happening.. hehe
almost the whole class 0903 when to the IT show..
fun..

so any class outing for 0903?
emm just keep on reading the class blog for update.. hehe

my upcoming event.
monday: fetch someone from somewhere.
tues: haiz.. someone meeting director.. hehe.. oh ya.. im having marketing meeting.(1pm at doughby gaut)
wed: marketing meeting again. then off to Live audio chalet
Thurs: something cannot meantion
fri: bbye singapore
sat:someone will miss me
sun: someone will miss me more

2nd week
monday:..
tues:...
wed: go shopping with adeline; (10am at east point mall)
thurs:
fri:
sat:
sun:

hehe..
wow..
the dots is.. emm.. i dont know mayb free

eh, i miss my sec sch friends and pri sch friend..
pls get some day to go out..
=))
apologise if i reject ur outing last time..
=))
sms me soon..

to my dear clique..
hehe
outing.. emm.. dont know..
budget $20 bucks.. can?
hehe
=))

ok.. i accidentally heard this song.. and fall for it.. theres 2 actually..

Kutemukan dalam pencarian
Cinta sejati untuk hidupku
Kurang lebih yang seperti dia
Kuharap dalam cintaku

Ku tak mau menjanjikannya
Pasti bahagia bila denganku
Biar dia rasakan sendiri
Betapa gilanya cintaku

Reff:
Aku memang pencinta wanita
Namun ku bukan buaya
Yang setia pada seribu gadis
Ku hanya mencintai dia

Aku memang pencinta wanita
Yang lembut seperti dia
Ini saat ku akhiri semua
Pencarian dalam hidup
Dan cintaku ternyata
Yang kumau hanyalah dia

Oh, oh, uh, uh, ahh

I turn around your there again
And suddenly your gone
I wanna get to know ya'
But I don't know who you are
Now your the kinda girl
Who makes me start to loose my mind
I wanna get together
But your oh-so-hard to find

I see yah' when I'm at the Starbucks
As your walkin' out the door
I see yah when I'm renting movies
When your leaving the sto-ore
I need an opportunity
to something I wanna ask
I never seem to ever get the chance

Chorus:
What's your name
What's your name
Oh I really wanna know
You got me goin' crazy
And I want you more and more
Oh hey this could be something real
I gotta let you know the way I feel
What's your name
Whats your name
Oh I really wanna know
Cause everytime I get there
But it's right before you go
Oh, hey
If only you could see
I wanna get to know ya'
And to get you knowin' me

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoaaa

I see you at the mall
You hanging out with all your friends
I ready, to make my move
You go before I get the chance
You know you got me trippin'
Thinking bout you day and night
But I can't get to know ya'
If you don't know I'm alive

I see ya' when I'm at the beach
You know your loading up the car
I see you when I'm at the concert
Then the lights go dark
There's something I gotta find out
If I'll ever got the chance
There's only three words I wanna ask (oh)

Chorus:
What's your name
What's your name
Oh I really wanna know
You got me goin' crazy
And I want you more and more
Oh, hey this could be something real
I gotta let you know the way I feel
What's your name
Whats your name
Oh I really wanna know
Cause everytime I get there
But it's right before you go
Oh hey
If only you could see
I wanna get to know ya'
And to get you knowin' me

Oh, oh yea, no, no, no, no

Bridge:
Oh now wait up
Ahhh
Well oh no don't go away now (uh huh)
Too late I missed your name girl (where you goin')
Oh no don't go please
Cuz I'm the one you need yea (hey, hey)
Oh no don't go I got to (where you goin')
Tell you how bad I want ya' (wooo)
All I need is the chance (hey)
I never get the oppurtunity to ask (uh huh)

Chorus:
What's your name
What's your name
Oh I really wanna know
You got me goin' crazy
And I want you more and more
Oh hey this could be something real
I gotta let you know the way I feel
What's your name
Whats your name
Oh I really wanna know (I really wanna know)
Cause everytime I get there
But it's right before you go
Oh hey
If only you could see
I wanna get to know ya'
And to get you knowin' me

What's your name
Oh I really wanna know
You got me goin' crazy (hey, hey)
And I want you more and more
Oh hey this could be something real
I gotta let you know the way I feel
What's your name
Whats your name
Oh I really wanna know
Cause everytime I get there
But it's right before you go
Oh hey
If only you could see
I wanna get to know ya'
And to get you knowin' me

What's your name
What's your name girl
Oh, Oh yeah (wooo) (haha) (wooo)
And that's it
Ladies goodnight

hehe.. 1st song.. emm i wanna say that i may like thousand of guy.. but only one in my heart.
the 2nd.. I WANNA K NOW HIM!!

feeling sick

2009-05-18T07:53:00.000-07:00

after a long time not updating my blog at last im blogging it..
Not feeling well now cause im very very ill.
Im enjoying my life at nyp ever week.. The different feeling every week.
But more stress coming up. all the best to me.
my class is forever the best and happening.. i love them lots.. and im happy im in 0903.. yeah.
now i have 3 project.. actually 1 assignment that need to do 4 webpage abt myself.. and the other 2 is my communication skill and IT1190.. i think.. hehe..
computing maths getting harder and stress because my friend already know matrics and im hanging in the air trying to catch up everything so that im in the same standard as them..

anyway im joining 2 different cca. hehe.. Live audio and Student union.. i not sure if im in SU.. but hope so..
i went for Live audio orietation.. fun.. hehe.. ok lah lots of talking but to me fun cause meet new friends. hehe.. cant wait to touch the sound system. yeah.
recently or should i say last friday i went SU camp.. hehe.. fun.. i love it.. group 3 or should i call I DONT KNOW.. hehe.. we bond well and i hope it continue.. hehe.. i miss u all lah.. hehe..

ok thats poly life.. outside poly life i have more important things.. u know i know..

LOVE life right now is ok.. still looking onli.. not yet having the feeling of having one right now..

anyway upcoming event..

wed going shopping with addie..
monday have dance class with hid and yati..
emm.. the other i dont wanna say here.. hehe..
oh ya.. monday i have 2 presentation.. die.. ahh.. kill me now..

i miss someone badly.. i dont knoe hu.. but mayb that person know.. ahh.. i dont know.. very sick and missing some one..

I can't sleep,
I just can't breathe,
when your shadow is all over me, baby.
Don't wanna be a fool in your eyes,
'Cause what we had was built on lies.

And when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart,
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
I miss you...

What would it take for you to see?
To make you understand,
that I'll always believe (always believe)
You and I can make it through,
And I still know I can't get over you.

'Cause when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart (see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
oh, baby I miss you, I do...

'Cause when our love always fades away,
Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart, (oh no, see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
I miss you, I miss you, I do...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do (the way that I do)
I just wanna be (just wanna be) right here with you (right here with you)
I don't wanna see (don't wanna see) see us apart (see us apart, oh, baby)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
oh baby I miss you, I do...

aisah really2 miss u.. love u lots..

i love F

2009-05-06T09:19:00.000-07:00

When I saw you over there
I didn’t mean to stare
But my mind was everywhere
I wanna know you

Gonna guess that you’re the kind
To say what’s on your mind
But you listen when I have something to show you

There’s a mark above your eye
You got it in July
You’re fighting for your sister’s reputation

You remember people’s names
And violent times are lame
So I bring you flowers just for no occasion

I wanna know you

I wanna go there where you go
I wanna find out what you know
And maybe someday down the road
Sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so

You smile and never shout
You stand out in a crowd
You make the best of every situation

Correct me if I’m wrong
You’re fragile and you’re strong
A beautiful and perfect combination

I wanna know you

I wanna go there where you go
I wanna find out what you know
And maybe someday down the road
I’ll sit back and say to myself

I like how you are with me
In our future history
And maybe someday down the road
I’ll sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so

I thought so

I wanna know you

I wanna go there where you go
I wanna find out what you know
And maybe someday down the road
I’ll sit back and say to myself

I like how you are with me
In our future history
And maybe someday down the road
I’ll sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so

kan aku sudah pernah bilang janganlah kamu terlalu sayang

2009-04-16T18:18:00.000-07:00

later going for sch speech day.. yeah..
then sunday go out with 0903.. cycling at ecp.. enjoying my last day of holidays..
then 20th april sch start.. scary.. hehe.. but i predict that it will be fun..
also buying laptop hehe.. evil laugh
have to look out which cca i want to join. hehe
oh ya.. who wanna watch movie with me? i wanna watch lots of movies.. hehe..

i wanna say thanks to ppl who wish me happy birthday.. i really appreciate. hehe..
basicly have 3 cakes..
2 from family and 1 from friends..
hehe.. i know i like chocolate but does not mean buy chocolate cake.. hehe.. eat 3 chocolate cake 2 days in a row.
o.O.. ya.. happy bday hidayah.. so fast u in 18 years old club..
hehe

all the best everyone on the 1st day of sch.. i hope eveything went well.
eventhough we all in diff sch i hope dont forget this cute aisah.. hehe..
she will miss u alot..
and for my 0903.. i will be looking forward wrking with u guys and have fun.. hehe
=))
aisah loves 0903..

kutuliskan sebuah cerita cinta segitiga
dimana akulah yg jadi peran utama
aku tak dapat membohongi segala rasa
aku mencintai dia dan dirinya

nanti pukul satu dia menemui aku
maka jangan kamu pasang wajah yg cemburu
nanti bila dia datang menemui aku
maka cepat-cepat kamu ngumpet dulu

reff:
dan aku sudah pernah bilang
pacarku bukan cuma kamu saja
ku mempunyai dua hati
yg tlah siap untuk ditinggali

kan aku sudah pernah bilang
janganlah kamu terlalu sayang
dan bila nanti kau menghilang
ku masih punya lelaki cadangan

SIGNING OFF
LOVEaisah
takecare

SIT DIT 00903

2009-04-07T11:17:00.000-07:00

long time havent update..
lazy.. hehe
ok.. i went for my orientation. FUN.. my class is the best.. I LOVE THEM LOTS..
we won 3rd in class cheering competition.. beat that..

then went out with nad watch movie.. Mall cop...
btw nad cut her hair.. hehe

then my family brought to sakura for my bday celebration..

hehe.. then i went out with my primary sch mates.. hehe.. ok.. aziah, fauzi, mir, aziz and ashiqin..
accidentally met hanafi.. hehe.. hu so happy?
emm

im your baby doll

2009-03-22T11:20:00.000-07:00

Today i when to singapore expo.
basicly its for the halal food.. emm.. theres lots of food and khairuddin samsudin is the DJ.
they have nice mixer.. big one.. like my sch.. hot..
nothing intersting. buy lots of food.. thats all..
there adidas sales, robinson sales and also popular sale.
its pack over there.. no hot mats.. opps..hehe

rest for the whole day and get ready for wrk tmr.. all the best to me..

btw im addicted to this song called baby doll by girlicious.. HOT..

I need that, spin that, drop it like a cadillac x3.5

Know why you're here, you know what I'm here for
You're breakin' the bridges to save an earful
Wanna lay me down slow, let's make this clear though
I'm worth it, invest it, I'll let you nurse it, caress it oh!

Uh confess it, you know you wanna see me undressing
No pressure, uh, you good right now but you could do better!

Cause I need it all, now is that so hard?I'm your baby doll
And I get what I want!
Cause I need it all, the furs and the stones, I'm your baby doll
And that's what I want

Need that, spin that, drop it like Cadillac
Things that, lean back, ring on my finger yeah

And when I need it got to be material, (Bad Car, Bad House)
And what make me make me out in it ohhh
But if you buy me the car I don't only want to ride
(I want you)(Then show me what you got) Put me in overdrive

Uh confess it, you know you wanna see me undressing
No pressure, uh, you good right now but you could do better!

Cause I need it all, now is that so hard?I'm your baby doll
And I get what I want!
Cause I need it all, the furs and the stones, I'm your baby doll
And that's what I want

I need that, spin that, drop it like Cadillac
Things that, lean back, ring on my finger yeah

Uh confess it, you know you wanna see me undressing
No pressure, uh, you good right now but you could do better!

Cause I need it all, now is that so hard?I'm your baby doll
And I get what I want!
Cause I need it all, the furs and the stones, I'm your baby doll
And that's what I want

I need that, spin that, drop it like Cadillac
Things that, lean back, ring on my finger yeah

I need that, spin that, drop it like a cadillac x3.5

signingOFF
LOVEaisah
takecare

kerana hati sedang rindu, pada siapakah harus aku menangis

2009-03-21T11:30:00.000-07:00

i cant believe it.. its all a trick..pathatic..

special thanks to aziz.. u know i know..
miss u lots..
anyway mir, aziz, adil, fan and sufi on 31st march?
i have no idea..

one whole week busy cause wrk.. sry ppl rejecting u guys..
esp hidayah..
friday onwards..
anyway welcome back hidayah..

i cant wait for zaf to come back..
tell us all her expirience and hug her lots of time..

my orentaion is coming soon.
1st april to 3rd april.
im guessing wat is going to happen..
im going with darren..
best buddie.. at least im not alone..
18 stop from bedok to yio chukang..
not really looking forward cause by the time my orentation start i know that i will miss all my holidays..
sch commence on 20th april.

today is my mum bday..
happy bday my most adorable and out going mum.
i love her so much that no one can replace her.
may she be more mature and live happily with me..
tmr twill be celebrating because all my sis will be coming to my house. lets bring in the party.
and fatty food(my bro fear of).. wooo..
this song is specially dedicate to her..

she love sharifah aini.. and if this song played at the radio she will turn the volume up..
wat present to buy for my lovely mum?

signingOFF
LOVEaisah
takecare

AV CAMP

2009-03-19T09:40:00.000-07:00

i have fun at temasek sec for av camp..
meeting all my junior and friends..
meet hanne at 10am eat breakfast at KFC.. delicious..

then we meet james, eric and jazli.. hoyin was late..
they went to LJS for lunch.
then off to temassek sec.

nv sleep the whole night..
night walk wasnt that scary just because the route was short.
all sec 1 freak out.. wakak.. should take pic then see their face when they are sec 4..

the next day eat breakfast then play captain ball.. fun2...

when they having simulation they played love story..
omg i suddenly remember him..
LOVE LOVE LOVE..

enjoy the song..

We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes and the flashback starts

I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns

See you make your way through the crowd

And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story, baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes, let's leave this town for a little while

Oh, oh

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

But you were everything to me, I was begging you please don't go

And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story, baby just say yes

Romeo save me they're tryna tell me how to feel

this love is difficult, but it's real

Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story, baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you is fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

I'll keep waiting for you, but you never come

Is this in my head, I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress

It's a love story, baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

we were both young when i first saw you.....

knight

2009-03-14T01:38:00.000-07:00

i have not been updating since along time.. hehe

1st i wanna say sorry for not attending sec 5 class chalet. busy with work..

ok.. i met mun hid and nad on 6 march. wwe camwhore at pasir ris beach and downtown east..
hehe.. its crazy..

then i met someone.. emm.. i dont knoe if we can be together.. i just felt like im happy ard u but.
not the loove feeling.. every morning u sms me. makes me wake up with good mood.. emm..
then i decided to ignore your msg.. u r free from my mind.. but when night falls all i do is check your profile.. if im your only one why u did sms me askig me y i didnt reply u? hyiaz.. im so confuse.
then i heard this song and all i think is u..
ahhhh

"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

you'll be the Prince and I'll be the Princess
it's a love story, baby, just say 'yes'"

ok forget abt him..
i went back to temasek sec for evening under the stars..
im with eric james hoyin amy and the chess club boy.. sry forget ur name..
NO TICKET cannot go in..
LAME..
we went for dinner after that..
FUNN!!

cant wait for tmr.. going out with addie and ziying.. yeah
bowling and shopping.
downtown east.. yeah..

btw hannah montana movie is on 10 APRIL
wakaka
my bday persent huh..
ok..

takecare
bbye
LOVEaisah

17 again

2009-02-24T23:07:00.000-08:00

i was looking through new movies.. then i saw movie zac efron acting..
17 again.
its abt a guy who wish he can go back time and get to do everything right!
hehe.. i will be funny movie..
coming out on 17th april..
anyone wanna go with me?

anyway going medical check up this fri.. SCARY..
all the best to me.. then later wanna eat long john sliver.. hehe
GRILLED!!

Signing OFF
LOVEaisah
takecare

wake up early in the morning

2009-02-23T18:25:00.000-08:00

i woke up so early today and i cant sleep.. so i decided to clean up my house.
all spark clean now. yeah. later ard 4pm i have to go wrk. tired.
i went online from 9am till now..

then i check my email and surf the net. saw this video and totally related to me..
wat sholuld i wear on the 1st day of sch? hehe

nice dance.. im going shopping nthis friday for my going back to sch clothes.. anyone wanna folllow?

signingOFF
LOVEaisah
takecare

fun week

2009-02-23T08:36:00.000-08:00

kay.. have not been updating.. hehe..

1st up valentines' day rock the world.

2nd.. on friday i went out with addie, zinc and wilfred..
go town watch movie "he just not so into you".. intersting show but lots of talking.. funny movie..
then we eat at swensen 24hr.. hehe 1st 24hr swensen.. hehe..
then we walk from orchard to douhby gaut but addie and wilfred tried.. and i have to go to attend wedding not get married.. hehe..

then today.. i went out with my fav buddy asmah hid and efa!!! hehe.. i meet them at staff canteen t2 changi airport.. hehe.. hang out at viewing mall.. hehe.. then off to woodlands.
hehe.. make noise and create scence at mrt.. hehe
shopping ard woodland then take bus hm..

i have a fun time with everyone involved.. thanks for making my day..

now i get my package for nyp.. i was blank.. thanks to andiekah explaining to me.. yeah..
we going same sch.. waiting for his call to sent the letter to nyp together.. yeah..

now.. emm.. abt valentines' day i wont wanna elaborate cause long stories..

cant wait to go out again!

signing off
LOVEaisah
takecare

friday the 13th

2009-02-14T01:29:00.000-08:00

ello..
hehe.. i have fun time all this time.. thanks for asking.. hehe

ok.. emm.. on 13 feb.. friday the 13th..
i have the best time ever with mun asmah efa and nad..
we celebrate efa and asmah bday..
yeah.. the cake and all the present..
we went to pasir ris beach.. hehe.. over there so empty..
hiaz..
we hang out talk abt personal life, weddings, ghost..
all lame stuff..
we end up eating at mac downtown east..
i have fun time and things that cannot be forget..
LOVE ALL OF THEM..
oh ya.. love hid also.. she plan but she cant make it.. so sad..

happy moments

2009-02-05T09:18:00.000-08:00

ya ya.. i know i have no been updated since chinese new year.. sry.. hehe..

on chinese new year.. me and my whole family went chalet! yeah at east coast.. hehe check in at 3pm.. hehe.. then me and my bro start the fire.. in the rain.. wakaka.. it works ok.. start bbq at 5pm.. my friends came.. hehe.. some.. sry for if all my precious friends dont know my chalet cause its a last min stuff.. bbq the whole day.. kecoh.. SUDDENLY.. the person next door come.. wah he super hot2!!! i cant believe i said that.. i enjoy staying in the chalet cause got hot boy next door.. wakaka.. we whole family went swimming at the beach for ard 3 hr.. wow.. guess wat.. i wasnt using any sun block.. can u believe..? haiz.. there goes my beautiful skin.. wakaka.. SUNBURN.. hehe after swimming me, mr bro, bro in laws and cousin can say all boys play soccer.. i score!!! 3-0.. yeah me.. me and my bro rocks.. after that i took a shower and eat nasi lemak in the afternoon.. wah.. funny stories.. moving on we all went cycling.. hehe.. 2hr.. tiring.. but FUN.. 3 days and 2 nights there FUN.. sry not much photos cause use someone else digital camera.. haiz.. aisah very sad..

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next... after the fun at the beach.. i went to kallang stadium with all my sec friends.. they are FUN.. and we watch Singapore vs Jordan.. SIngapore win.. 2-1.. yeah.. all the shouting worth.. hehe.. then we eat at kfc.. hehe.. all camera freak.. hehe.. then go home ard 12am.. dont be shock.. heheh..

moving on.. again.. me mir and aziah went out to changi airport to use internet.. wakaka.. meet at t1.. but no plucks.. so we go mac.. t3.. emm.. worst.. so use mir com.. do stupid things.. aziah did her project.. then off to bdk north to meet aziah's fri.. hehe.. mir have a crush on aziah friend.. wakaka.. lame.. hehe.. the lapak at aziah blk talk abt relationship and ghost.. went home at 10pm.. hehe.. thanks mir accompany me.. yeah..

ok.. emm.. remember i was talking abt the guy next door at my chalet.. hehe.. his name is aidil.. hehe.. ok.. i admit.. we ex change no.. hehe.. kk.. same age as me.. and will be posted to sp.. haiz.. ok.. we went for dinner.. to me not a date.. just suprise he is a quit a gud boy.. he may look like mat.. hehe.. he went eat swensen on wed.. he treat.. i bought him a key chain.. the part is we wrote double A.. dont get it? aisah.. aidil.. kk.. emm.. all pic at him DIGITAL CAMERA.. aisah sad again.. mayb post it next time..

i had a wonderful time with everyone.. LOVE all.. i hope theres more..

signing OFF
LOVEaisah
takecare

The fun time

2009-01-24T20:18:00.000-08:00

haha.. at last im updating.. hehe.. i only have less then 1 hr because i will have family chalet.. its going to be chotic.. im the planner for games.. wakaka.. im going to make sure they will be wet.. hehe.. prizes are not that intersting.. wakaka.. but this is more on team building game.. emm.. i will have lucky draw.. wakaka.. i will be at east coast from sunday to tuesday.. without computer.. im going to die.. haiz.. yeah at last i can go cycling and play with sea water. yeah me..

anyway i had a wonderful time with my primary sch besties.. till now we are besties.. wow.. thats a long time.. hehe.. do u believe it that we get loss at suntect.. hehe.. all because of mir.. hehe.. anyhow walk.. then he also scared to cross the road with out traffic light.. hehe.. chill man.. aziah was very hungry. wakak.. pittyb her.. we stay at suntect mac.. hehe.. web cam like crazy ppl.. hehe.. mir laptop slow ah.. hehe.. then i show then a music video by project superstars.. hehe.. aziah addicted.. hehe.. then we make a move.. take pic at fountain.. hehe.. then walk2.. hehe.. look at all the CD.. hehe.. then make our way hm.. hehe.. fun day.. thanks to them i manage to escape from my family planning.. hehe.. there some pic.. hehe

wake up so early for wat?

2009-01-21T17:27:00.000-08:00

its 9:40am.. thats early in the morning.. hehe.. i cant sleep dont know y.. hehe.. i was browsing videos at youtube and found a nice song.. its in chinese or korean.. but i like.. hehe.. listen it for urself..

You Know I still Love You Baby. And it will never change. I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You Nandareun sarameun silheo nigaanimyeon silheo I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

paste the chorus only.. hehe.. they dance so cool.. hehe.. so girly.. hehe.. anyway today i will be going to my bro POP.. stands for passing out parade.. have to be there by 4.30.. still a long way to go.. will update more later.. wakaka..

anyway i dance last friday.. its hip hop.. dance at manderine hotel beside takasimaya.. saw this hot guy working there.. we just smile.. and the onli thing i talk to him is.. " r u here all the way?" aisah asked. he answered " yes. anything for u?". i smile and he smile then i told him can he look after my bag.. hehe,. didnt say thanks to him.. haiz miss looking at his face.. anyway this is some of the pic i took while waiting for other member..

hehe.. i look so different in this pic.. wakaka..

here some other photos.. not related to dance..

hehe.. ok.. bbye
signing off
LOVEaisah
takecare

the day before today

2009-01-20T23:35:00.000-08:00

yoyoyoyo.. anyway i bought a yoyo.. hehe.. play with it until it is broken. sad me.. however nvm. today i spent the whole day at hm. finding a chalet as my sister wants to make a family gathering.. still havent find one. taking a break..

yesterday i went to tampines sports hall to play bad minton. i met nad 1st because she finish sch early. unfortunate day for her cause she dropped $1o and her clips. wakaka.. as a gud friend, i treat her. she was so hungry that even cheese burger is not enough.. walk slowly to sport hall.

we came 1st.. yeah.. followed by asmah.. nad said asmah look like boy.. to me not acutally.. hehe.. then hasif.. looking macoh walking stright to us.. then sheep and sx came.. hid and efa came with a bicycle.. hehe.. i wanna ride but haiz.. we change then went in the hall. 2 courts for us. boys court 4 and girls court 3. but sometime we mix. after 3o mins. aqeel and jaz came. then zaid came. mun came 1 hr later. fad came after we played batminton.

after that we went to coffe shop name mr teh tarik.. hehe.. we are chicken rice freak.. hehe.. nad cry while eating because of the chilli. hehe. sad sad. then we went to the playground and talk abt the times we have when we were sec 1 to sec 5.. hehe.. funny stories and memorable one too.. wakaka.. we went hm at 5.30pm..

FUN DAY.. wasted didnt take pic.. however i enjoyed the day!! next time cycling.. hehe..

cant wait for chinese new year.. lots of things happening... wakaka..

signing off
LOVEaisah
takecare

how to tell u i love u?

2009-01-15T09:35:00.000-08:00

i sending this song to a guy.. i always look at him and hoping he will talk to me.. yah and now he did.. admire him more then before. he is a nice guy and pleasent guy. he is the one i find. but i dont know how to tell him because i dont know wat he think of me and plus i have never heard he have gf. so i sent this song for him.. yes nad its him..

Heyyeaahh ..
Ohhh.. x2

Pernahkah terlintas di hati,
Selama ini,
Ku selindung diri,
Sebalik irama kasihh ..
Alunan naluri ku.
Di hadapan mu,
Ku membisu,
Mengubat rindu,
Mungkin silap ku,
Rahsiakan cinta …

Chorus :
Di dalam sejuta ,
Ku temu,
Dirimu,
Yang seindah impianku,
Namun lamunan ku,
Yang Berhenti,
Bila ku menyedari ,
Hadirnya aku antara beribu.

Ooohh..
Heyyeaahh..

Ku lukiskan niat hati
Bersama lakar & madah ku ini
Ingin ku utuskan kepada mu sayangg ..
Tak ingin ku rahsia lagi,
Kasih yg membara di hati ,
Walau lidah ku kelu,
Ku nyatakan padamu,
Aku cinta kau..

Chorus.

Sleeq:
Yeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeah x2
Ohohohohohohohh .. x2
Ah. x4

Sering aku hanya terpaku bila,
Kamu di ha ..dapanku (hadapanku)
Dan sering bayangan senyumanmu kan menjelama di dalam lena ku,(dalam lena ku)
Ternyata kamu lah terindah insan impianku,
Ketahuilah kasih tiada siapa lagi di hatiku. (di hatiku)
Di hatiku .. (di hatiku )

Di dalam sejuta ,
Ku temu,
Dirimu,
Yang seindah impianku
Ohh.

Jika kau termampu,
Pilihlah ku,
Akan ku abadikan,
Sepenuh cinta ku,
Menyayangi mu… x3

he is all i have been thinking. haiz.. so ya.. enjoy
singing off
LOVEaisah
takecare

register for JAE

2009-01-13T23:22:00.000-08:00

here i am at bedok CC and register for my JAE.. it is a stress moment cause my future is depending on the decision i make today.. I think that we should not follow our friend and choose the same thing cause u may find your actual talent in other course..

so this is my 12 choices..
1st-S69
2nd-C85
3rd-S44
4th-T37
5th-T26
6th-T44
7th-T29
8th-C70
9th-T49
10th-C69
11th-C97
12th-R12

hehe.. wanna know the course? hehe.. look at the jae book.. easier.. hehe..

anyway i think andiekah went to bedok cc today cause i saw his name at the list. wakaka. later sms him.. the hadwriting the same.. hehe..never change lah that guy.. hehe..

now i at bedok cc with sufiah.. hehe.. she accompanied me to do my registration.. thanks so much to her.. yeah.. anyway saw this guy at bdk cc.. so cute.. haiz.. he also doing the jae thingy.. wakaka.. i knew it cause he print something and pay 20 cents like me.. wakaka..

cant wait this friday.. dancing at my sis company.. and will get my $50.. yeah.. beside that feeling.. i am so scared if i screw up the dance.. wat if my baby freez do not work.. dam.. any advice?

hehe

now my only wish is to get in to sch that i want..
=))

signing off.
LOVEaisah
takecare

o lvl result and him

2009-01-13T07:31:00.000-08:00

ello blog..

hehe.. got my result for O... yeah.. manage to go poly.. happy.. but i failed my english.. d7.. haiz..
but i get over it.. im choosing applied science or infocom techology.. basicly i will be at SP or TP.. hehe..

i know its wrong to be with someone but admire someone else.. this is wrong.. but i cant take him out of my mind.. he is special.. no guys make me feel this way.. i even write a poem to him.. i cant believe.. " when my love have 2 diffrent face "..

My lips are curved upward,
I really don't know why.
My heart is just so happy,
I feel like I can fly.

Life has really been a pain,
but then I thought it through.
If I look at what i have,
life doesn't seem so blue.

I have awesome amazing friends,
that really actually care.
A happy complete family,
splitting it wouldn't dare.

I can say I found love,
and remember that sweet time.
Even if it didn't work,
I can call those memories mine.

I am alive and well,
not sick or in my grave.
And I have a God to thank,
yes its true, I'm saved.

But now I really wonder,
what made me feel this way.
But that doesn't really matter,
as long as these feelings stay.

With a smile upon my face,
I shall go to bed in delight.
And I'll wake up tomorrow morning,
with a smile just as bright.

hehe.. anyway today i spent the day with nad.. we go ard bdk.. hehe.. walk in the rain.. saw hot boys.. its for her.. i dont really look at boys after meeting this guy.. hehe.. only nad knows..
then we go to mun house and meet hid and efa.. we play snap and heart attack.. pitty nad always lose.. all the fun time i will never forget..
=))

i love this song.. hehe..

singing off
LOVEaisah
takecare

i cant wait

2008-12-27T09:36:00.000-08:00

hello there..

i just chnage my layouts..
hehe 1st time i try it with out anyone help but onli tutorial from yahoo.. wakaka..
nice right? i know..

anyway i went to kl and it was sad and fun. all the funny mixture.. dont wanna go deeper cause it really sadden me..

next.. i sent the whole holiday with friends and family.. i went shopping, movie, bowling and chalet.

one of the time that is i went out with my sec sch friend to sent zaf off and go asmah adik angkat chalet.. fun like shit.. thanks asmah.. i really have fun with asmah, hidayah, nad and EFA!!!
hehe.. the other time when we celebrate faz and mun bady.. that was a blast.. we ate pizza.. emmm. yummy.. and then we went bowling.. fun2.. haiz.. i miss days.. haiz.. i hope we will be like that even after we go on separate ways..
I LOVE ME,NAD,EFA,HIDAYAH(that make everything happen,MUN,ASMAH,FAZ and ZAF.

wanna say sorry to a friend of mine. MIR. cause i did not give him his bday present on the day i promise.. dont be sad k.. hehe.. i cant call u to cancelled cause i have emergency call to kl on monday night. hiaz.. hope u understand.. i promise i will give u the best bday present.. call me after reading this cause i cant get to u.. its very important.. pls.

i cant wait for countdown.. at last my friends.. or we call ourself family wanna reunite.. yeah.. we tot of going out on 31st.. to anywhere and everywhere.. hehe.. this is the reason i need mir to call me.. pls.. something better going to happen that is i will not be the onli girl again.. yeah me..

looking forward on 31st.. i hope the plan works.. hehe.. thanks to 28th dec at 1am where me, aidil and aziz chatted.. hehe..

last thing..
all the best to student who have to go to sch on 2nd january.. hehe 1st day of sch means 1st day of .... i leave it to u to fill in the blank..

LOVE aisah

back to slingle after 11 month

2008-12-09T09:27:00.000-08:00

ok.. i know its funny that im updating.. ok.. this time im seriously single.. i just came to realise that i have been wasting time with him.. cause i dont really love him.. i dont talk much abt him with my friend cause i dont think theres a x factor in u.. im sorry it have to end this way. but he is ok with it.. i know he have lots of ups but 2 down. that causes us to break up.. and patch up.. but this time its done.. sorry..

anyway a guy sent me this song.. hehe.. its cute..

Hey baby girl
I’ve been watching you all day
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing
You make me want to take you out and let it rain
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

[Chorus:]
Why don’t you tell him that I’m leavin’ never looking back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more them gray skies
Girl we flying on a g-5, g-5
And we’re leavin’ never looking back again
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who’s so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that

Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out
Man I’ll put my money money where my mouth is
Cause you’re the baddest little thing that I’ve ever seen
So I’m gonna ask you one time if you got a man

[Chorus]

Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
Cause we gone & we gone & we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him…

[Chorus]

i spet my holidays with friends and most of the time family.. hehe..
sorry guys if i didnt reply ur msg cause my hp is spoilt.
hehe..
yeah sorry..
hidayah got a job that wanna introduce to me..
hehe..
5.5o per hour.. cool..
im in hidayah..
love that women cause she always make this happen..

i miss sching and being ard with all my silly friends.. i really love them..
pls make a reunion.. hehe.. im looking foward to that..

LOVEaisah
takecare

grad nite 2008

2008-11-25T21:19:00.000-08:00

CHARMED.

thats the theme..
=)
came with addie.. and i cant believe she pick me up with black taxi.. so cool.. i love it.. thanks addie.. and we come with style.. yeah.. hehe..

before hand nad help me dress and follow me do my hair and make up.. thanks nad..
=))

we took lots of photo.. sit at tabel 23 i think.. haha.. at the back.. and im lo0ving the ppl sitting at the table.. all malay.. blame them not me.. i be frankly speaking.. the food not that nice.. hehe.. but the day was fun.. hehe.. like i say unexpected things happen.. but dont wanna tell.. anyway my table theres me, zaf, hid, yati, faz, aida, elli, lina, sheep and hasif.. but before the event end lina went home early. so fadz sit with us.

games to win the FRUIT juice makes all of us crazy..
1st ly we shout loudly to earn points.
then theres this game the movie.. we all rocking it.. we were like vs zaid table.. hehe.. lame..
but both of us nv win..
followed by treasure hunt. hehe.. we get everything but only because the toilet paper is not tear to 3 pieces.. haiz adam.. so so bad..
i gave everyone sweet.. hehe.. hope when they suck it they remember me.. ehehe..

then the last part we took picture and sec 5 gather.. hehe.. we all are like stars.. lots of ppl take photo.. then someone shout paparazzi.. hehe.. my eyes are blind by the flash..

emm.. here are some photo..

aisahlovethem

LOVEaisah
takecare

2008-11-12T19:40:00.000-08:00

hey there ppl.. can u believe after all the hardship we are finally free from O level and N level and PSLE.. hehe.. this is the moment that i have been waithing for. Freedom and relieve.. I tot non of this will happen..

5 years in temasek sec have change me into a better person. I always wanted to be out of the sch and hated the sch but then. this feeling have change and i believe only tms can make me feel the sense of belonging. I LOVE TEMASEK.

1st year in sch. met all the hot and un hot ppl. hehe.. 1 word nerd ppl.. remember how all of us meet. hehe.. it should be funny. go to school late.. afternoon for 1 week.. hehe.. play games, bonding and find friends. sec 1.7.. yeah thats the class that cheer my sec sch live.
2nd year in sec 2N.. hehe.. we was called the most crazy class that make teachers cry. noisy but we are smart.
3rd year we are still together..
4th we are separated to sec 4A and 4S.. meet new friends.. try to adapt.. haha.. how ever it turn out to be a fun class.. all the joker in the class.. haiz..
5th.. all of us work together to achieve 1 goal.. that is to do well for o level. lots of thing happen.. we go thur together.

i enjoy every single time we went together. promise me guys that we will still keepn in touch eventhough im busy.. hehe.. then the day come that is our grad nite.. everyone dress up and ready to go.. happiest day of our life.. spent every sec with friends. pictures every where.. making sure all the pic have memories..

btw i wrote this when i was going to grad nite.. so another post for grad nite..
=))
LOVEaisah
takecare

what a day?

2008-10-31T01:30:00.000-07:00

today i had POA paper 1 and 2.. it was quite dissapointing when i was doing partnership. haiz.. i dont know how to the 4%electricity and did not write the salary in.. this is not the time to do this mistake.. haiz.. however i hopw paper 1 can help me achieve my B3 that i want.. paper 1 i do in half an hour.. hehe.. i think i lose 2 marks.. hehe..
=))

anway i went out with mir, aziah and fauzi.. we watch high school musical 3. fun day. mir is so emotional.. hehe.. alot of things happen.. but dont know where to start.. mayb i can say that its a short day cause after movie we eat then go home.. mir is late for the 2nd time.. yeah! it was an intersting movie and make us senior to work hard for O level as this is our last chance and always make me look forward for gradnite..

i have no idea wat to wear.. and no mood. again because of POA.. haiz..
ok..
tata..

we are freak!!
i love them..
LOVEaisah
takecare

can i have this dance

2008-10-26T08:16:00.001-07:00

i have not been updating for a long time.. and im sad abt that.. anyway.. o level for now not as hard as my prelims paper.. but having an easy papre makes me scared.. u guys should know it ur self..
so many subject so little time to insert in my mind..

anyway i will be watching high school musical 3 with aziah and mir.. emm.. and more.. im crazy over the story.. i love the song can i have this dance..

talking abt hsm3, i realise that we have gradnite/prom nite.. hehe.. dont know wat to wear.. and im dont boder now cause o level is still on.. gem colour huh.. emm.. let me see if i have one.. just tot of buying but then dont have the mood.. should i accept or not.. emm.. he should ask me in a romantic way. not just sms..

so u guys out there.. listent to this song and sing along.. its nice..

Lyrics to Can I Have This Dance :

[Gabriella]

Take my hand, take a breath

Pull me close and take one step

Keep your eyes locked on mine,

And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]

Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)

We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance

[Troy]

Take my hand, I'll take the lead

And every turn will be safe with me

Don't be afraid, afraid to fall

You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)

'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]

Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide

'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop

Let it rain, let it pour

What we have is worth fighting for

You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance

hehe.. hey that someone.. dont be jealouse.. its just a prom nite date.. hehe.. i also havent accept.. so. yap.. hehe.. dont think of all the wrong things..
wakaka..

ok..
emmm..

16 days to freedom
19 days to gradnite

LOVEaisah
takecare